important moments: mental tsunami

For the past few weeks, i wake up every morning telling myself that the upcoming exams should be called the small 'a's... and not 'A's. i thought, "hey, the only competition i have is with myself"...quote from initial D:the movie. well, my supposedly infallible calm took a nose-dive today. for one moment, the fastened door that sealed my anxiety flung wide; a tsunami of ill-thoughts gushed into grey matter, challenging the very strength of this fortress i painstakingly upkeep.

that very precise moment, i felt alien to my usual self.
a fog of uncertainties was all that i could see.

how can i let that which builds me, fail me?

resolve. willpower. and His blessing, as i was humbly reminded by gina. commit everything in prayer.

"Now faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see." - Hebrews 11:1

.thank you.